Struggling

Thank you all, once again.

I'm really struggling here. Too many losses so close together. But it helps to know you all are out there.  You are all very dear to me. If I do not answer your emails right now, please understand. I SO appreciate your support and feel your love but all my energy HAS to be devoted to the Ladies. We have lost our matriarch. We feel lost.

I know we have to move on but PEACE must be restored before that can happen. So for right now, we are looking IN. That empty stall will be filled…but not yet. Our hearts will mend, but it is too soon to say when.

Funny how things are right now. My mind keeps going back and forth between Garth Brooks and Super Chicken.

Most of you can figure out the Garth Brooks part…his song, THE DANCE…"I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance."

But then there is that old cartoon that was part of the George of the Jungle series…do you remember SUPER CHICKEN?  Super Chicken had a side kick, a lion named Fred. Fred would get his BUTT KICKED in every episode and Super Chicken would look at him and say, "You knew the job was dangerous when you took it, Fred."

I feel like Fred right now. I feel like my butt and my heart has been kicked all over the dang place.

Dog gone it, there better be better times ahead.

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